Smiling eyes and LOLs

I looked at the mirror and realized that my hair has grown a bit longer. I smiled and realized that my eyes were smiling too. Isn't that just nice?

Arigato, Ne Sarang.

I realized that I haven't laughed out loud until last Saturday when some friends from T.O.P. started the whole ManRae Loveteam over an I Dare You thing. Rae-kun was putting some really sweet (uber actually) on the FB chatroom and I was bursting in giggles and loud uncontrollable laughter. I must admit it's been a while. Seriously. I don't remember having no control over my laughter. In fact, I had to smile and laugh forcefully for the past few months, even years.

I didn't realize until today that I haven't smiled in the mirror genuinely until this morning in the office loo.

And it's not just because I am over someone or that I am beginning to like someone new, but it's because today the me that I had in my head matched the person that I saw in the mirror.

Sure, she was fatter and had more pimple marks than the old me, but the Spunky that I believe myself to be is slowly resurfacing.

And with it, a possibility for a new and hopefully, final great love. ^_^